6 February 2012
Another sad day
What's a home sweet home when everyone in it is a total jerk
What's love without happiness
3issues that bothers me a lot
first my family
second, my love life
main issue, MYSELF
again and a again and a again
why am i on this earth anyway? i don't deserve to be here. this sucks
why is my freaking life so typically dramatic?
i'm a girl, and i'm super fragile like a glass.
i'm already broken into pieces . i'm dying inside out
if my freaking retarded brother prediction(i'll brk up with my boy "soon") is true,
the main reason is ME.
obviously it's me. i became sad makes him think he doesn't make me happy.
lazy wanna talk to anyone including him, makes him think i'm trying to ignore him
post up stupid fb status makes him uneasy.
and my typical mind thinks he don't care bout me makes me do all of that.
true guys needs space, and hates their girl to control them but wtf! who don't?
when both of us are online and there's a freaking small chance to talk, both of us screwed it. the chatbox is so quiet instead.
both of us can be busy but at least find a time to talk right. i guess?
well i don't know how to love that well anymore i just need my love one to be there for me but when he's not
things can be pretty ugly.
guess that's why i don wanna be in a serious relationship for almost 1year plus and hurt alot of guys in 2010 till february 2011.
NEXT!
i wished i'm the only child sometimes or maybe that old man isn't the head of the house.
if u starded to dislike someone/things you can never like them/it anymore till the day u lie in your beautiful coffin
why the younger ones(age 13 &above) have to be so mean. why can't they understand us, the old ones is in a tough situations?
why need to throw such words to hurt us?
we may be happy and play with them but it'll only last FOR AWHILE
i'll go IN YOUR FACE! when they started to step into my shoes.
not being mean, that's the price they have to pay.
sometimes it's so annoying when i need to care although i don't want to.
cause they're my freaking family.
i can choose to ignore but my heart and mind chose to care. wtf!
wished january incident ended my fucking life
LIFE, UNQUESTIONABLLY SUCK ASS
THE END
