You met a friend in an opposite sex.
You guys became close.
Fooling around. Sharing the same interest. Cheer each other up.
Everything seems to be SUPER NORMAL until u felt SUPER UNEASY with yourself
like a huge brick just drop on your face!
Questions popping out
Mind became super blurry
Asking yourself
"What the fuck is this?"
guess that is what we call FALLING IN LOVE
i CAN'T
i WONT
and i WONT TRY.
falling is hard when he/she WONT catch you at all.
falling is hard when the past is still haunting you.
falling is hard when you don't believe in love anymore.
Falling in love is hard when he/she WONT love you back.
People say if you don't give a shot, you'll lose your big chance to start all over.
BUT
how? i know what's the response gonna be like
"you'll never know if you don't try"
TRYING IS HARD WHEN YOU KNEW THE ANSWER ALREADY
"don't think that way, be positive. you're gonna get that love AGAIN"
POSITIVE? not this time. it's hard.
(the battle between your heart and mind)
poor lil so called strong girl.
she's trapped in her own world
OK! this sound like some freaking fairy tales -____-
I'm scared. that's all
guess all I've to do now is
AVOIDING YOU
one more. just ONE more day left..
Love is dangerous sometimes
