?

You met a friend in an opposite sex.

You guys became close.

Fooling around. Sharing the same interest. Cheer each other up.

Everything seems to be SUPER NORMAL until u felt SUPER UNEASY with yourself

like a huge brick just drop on your face!

Questions popping out

Mind became super blurry

Asking yourself

"What the fuck is this?"

guess that is what we call FALLING IN LOVE

i CAN'T

i WONT

and i WONT TRY.

falling is hard when he/she WONT catch you at all.

falling is hard when the past is still haunting you.

falling is hard when you don't believe in love anymore.

Falling in love is hard when he/she WONT love you back.

People say if you don't give a shot, you'll lose your big chance to start all over.

BUT

how? i know what's the response gonna be like

"you'll never know if you don't try"

TRYING IS HARD WHEN YOU KNEW THE ANSWER ALREADY

"don't think that way, be positive. you're gonna get that love AGAIN"

POSITIVE? not this time. it's hard.

(the battle between your heart and mind)

poor lil so called strong girl.

she's trapped in her own world

OK! this sound like some freaking fairy tales -____-

I'm scared. that's all

guess all I've to do now is

AVOIDING YOU

one more. just ONE more day left..

Love is dangerous sometimes

2011

Christmas is all about celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ
i felt no joy AGAIN this Christmas.
Everyone are having fun, laughter's can be heard, celebration all around. Gifts under Christmas tree, kids running around, family gatherings .

I had my Christmas dinner at home, main dish? Turkey.
but the thing is, it's just the same as every night, with or without the freaking turkey. Although we're not celebrating Christmas this year at least we felt the joy and the fun part of Christmas...

My plan to open house next year after SPM better be good

Sucks to be me sometimes.

You know, we teenage civilians can't stay at HOME all the time during the holidays.

especially during the freaking holidays.

i hated mine EVERY YEAR. :)

i spend most of my time at HOME or i'll find a job(at least i earn some cash)

This is what i do during the holidays

1. Sleep

2.Eat

3.Watch TV

4.Online

5.Groceries shopping

6.Being VAIN

7.SHIT&PEE

As you grew older you can sense freedom coming to you, and when that times come you'll miss your freaking HOME. WTF?! SO

Never brag, never complain(i just did)

CAUSE EVERY SHIT HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

ByeBye

I'm kinda sad and happy at the same time. :) weird ryt.? But well, at least i'm away from those pressure and drama i've been through for 3years and 3months

Lifes are like that, alot of drama will pop out from nowhere and appear in your life. Even misunderstanding is one of the issue i hate to face.

I'm totally sad when i've to leave my frens and softball CLUB . But that's the only choice, to runaway and leave peacefully. :)
Bak kata fairytale happily ever after tek nak.

I'LL MISS MADAM IVY THE MOST!! :'D

Kbye :)

Kabaddi Competition 2011

The game has BEGIN!!

this is the U-18 boys

SMK Agama Matang vs SMK GR

Yahh!!~ itu dia Amirul aka Apex..

he got caught but Pheww~~ luckily he's safe xD

one of the twin wanna tag elex. So fast he act.

but luckily elex is safe..

*well, that's the only pics i could take.

The result of the game,,

THEY WON!!!!

Green Rock oi!!!

this is the U-15 category

SMK Tun Abdul RAzak vs SMK Green Road

that girl from SMK TAR is trying to escape.

yahh!~~ SMK GR manage to catch the rider from SMK TAR

funny leg from fiqa xD

i like this pic the most. so funny haha lol

*their shirt colour are the same as ours

TEIIII~!

BUT at least they WON.

YAY to that maaan~~!

RESTING TIME

eat.eat.eat

two crazy dude under the umbrella.

you can never stop laughing with them.

they're just so freaking AWESOME&ANNOOOYIIING~

*we rest at the same spot as last year

we totally Laugh Our Ass Off!

i only took pictures of them during the 1st day of kabaddi.

So sad.. but still got alot of memories there.

*U-18 guys & girls got GOLD MEDAL

U-15 girls got the 2nd

unfortunately U-15 guys don get any medal

i think this will be the last moment with them

next year no more kabbadi for me.

But i'll pray to build one kabaddi club in SMKTJ :)

PHOTOGRAPH

was on the way to school.
i was so bored in the car.

so, i decided to play arnd with my phone's camera

hehe