too broken for words

I reli do.. RELI RELI .... LOVE YOU

BUT do you feel the same way towards me too????

In my heart n thoughts u were nvr serious bout me

U prove me ryt......
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I was planning not to text him(my bf) 4 atleast one week

but ystday i bring my fon to skul n i wanna text other patrick(liew)

then i salah send

...HAIZ...

So he text me lo

Then we text as usual la

then i say 4days din msg u din miss me har????

Then he ans: 4days NIA..

He reli prove to me dat he reli nvr bother/care to find or text me.....

(normally when we both text i'm the one hu owes start to find him)

T.T"

Then we stop chatting cuz he wanna slip

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Arnd 11pm lydat then he text me

(i was waiting half death)

(while waiting i got text few frens la :)

But i still MISS him!!!!!!

+.+"

OUr COnVERsaTi0n (at11p.m)

Me: y so late then u text me??

Pat: i juz finish band practise ma, vry tired n stress.. nw adays i vry bzy

Me:Owh.. now evryone vry bzy.. i juz got headache.. vry the tired

Pat: i hardly c u smile too ..

Me: ya.. hehe.. is it vry obvious???

Pat: YA.....lol..

after we're 2gether i owes stress n problmes coming arnd n i think my problems

n stress effect u too

Me: ha ?? wat's dat suppose to mean??+.+

Pat:Means afteri've been with u i've been in the worst life....

Actually u were my lucky charm at first but things starts to get worst.. I'm handling tons of stress.. And i think that my problems effects you too

Me: No!!! Ur problems din effect my life at all.. totally..

but i'm missing u dat by day

Pat:But the problems is.. I don miss u.. I oso donno y..And i think don reli love u anymore lyk bfo.. i'm sorry(4me the sorry so nt sincere)

Me: so how?? wat r u gonna do bout it,.. anyway is soo obvious that your love towards me is fading away

Pat:Hw obvious?? i'm sorry i reli din mean it.. Hope u 4gv me

Me: can c in ur reaction towards me....

Pat:Then how r we gonna solve it? I will still attracted to u only if YOU'RE PRETTY ENOUGH

AND ONLY U CAN STEAL MY HEART MORE.. i'm reli reli sorry...

[from there my heart was burning lyk fire .. 100% hurt]

Me: i wanna sleep. gud nyt.
(actually i din sleep juz dunno wat to say to him liau cuz it reli hurt me)

Pat: I'm sorry vanessa(u guess urself y i highlight my name)
Good nyt......

than i think for a while then i send him

Me:i'm not mad juz sad.. i juz think i'm not meant to b wif u..
but dun worry i'll try my best to win your heart.. love ya sweet dreams

Pat:Love you too
Sweetdreams.... (but his love towards me can say la is lyk oni 0.1%)

... My tears were flowing for 3hours ...
So hard to forget