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2012-02-06T23:32:00.000-08:00

6 February 2012

Another sad day

What's a home sweet home when everyone in it is a total jerk

What's love without happiness

3issues that bothers me a lot

first my family

second, my love life

main issue, MYSELF

again and a again and a again

why am i on this earth anyway? i don't deserve to be here. this sucks

why is my freaking life so typically dramatic?

i'm a girl, and i'm super fragile like a glass.

i'm already broken into pieces . i'm dying inside out

if my freaking retarded brother prediction(i'll brk up with my boy "soon") is true,

the main reason is ME.

obviously it's me. i became sad makes him think he doesn't make me happy.

lazy wanna talk to anyone including him, makes him think i'm trying to ignore him

post up stupid fb status makes him uneasy.

and my typical mind thinks he don't care bout me makes me do all of that.

true guys needs space, and hates their girl to control them but wtf! who don't?

when both of us are online and there's a freaking small chance to talk, both of us screwed it. the chatbox is so quiet instead.

both of us can be busy but at least find a time to talk right. i guess?

well i don't know how to love that well anymore i just need my love one to be there for me but when he's not

things can be pretty ugly.

guess that's why i don wanna be in a serious relationship for almost 1year plus and hurt alot of guys in 2010 till february 2011.

NEXT!

i wished i'm the only child sometimes or maybe that old man isn't the head of the house.

if u starded to dislike someone/things you can never like them/it anymore till the day u lie in your beautiful coffin

why the younger ones(age 13 &above) have to be so mean. why can't they understand us, the old ones is in a tough situations?

why need to throw such words to hurt us?

we may be happy and play with them but it'll only last FOR AWHILE

i'll go IN YOUR FACE! when they started to step into my shoes.

not being mean, that's the price they have to pay.

sometimes it's so annoying when i need to care although i don't want to.

cause they're my freaking family.

i can choose to ignore but my heart and mind chose to care. wtf!

wished january incident ended my fucking life

LIFE, UNQUESTIONABLLY SUCK ASS

THE END

I'M A FAKE-The Used

2012-02-03T11:06:00.000-08:00

Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die;
I'm not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight,
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pygmy sized cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill and spill over and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black, broken heart.
Love is not like anything,
Especially a fucking knife!

Look at me.
You can tell,
By the way I move and do my hair,
Do you think that it's me?
Or it's not me?
I don't even care.
I'm alive, i don't smell
I'm the cleanest I have ever been.

I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry.
Dry.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

Do I drink?
Do I date?
I've got perfect placements.
all my ink
Satisfied, in your eyes.
I'm the biggest fan I've got right now.
I made sure that I look how I wanted to look.
The people around me,
The people surround me.

I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry.
Dry.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

My stomach hurts now,
And all tied off in lace.
I pray, beg for anything to hit me in the face.
And this sickness isn't me.
And I pray to fall from grace.
The last thing I see is feeling.

And I'm telling you I'm a fake,
I'm telling you I'm a fake.
I'm telling you I'm a fake.
I'm telling you I'm a fake.
I'm telling you I'm...

Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

Fake!
Fake!
Fake!
Genuine fake!!!

define love if you dare

2012-02-03T11:03:00.000-08:00

LOVE

it's a beautiful feeling and word to say.

love makes people happy.

BUT!

.............................................

when curiousity strikes real bad and when the word "doubts" starts to pop out

love can go beauty to ugly.

Everyone is sensitive,

Everyone loves to think overhead

Everyone falls for gossips(depends)

Everyone is a bastard in certain condition

when that everyone wont vanish, "TRUE LOVE" shouldn't exist in people's dictionary.

Why i said so?

Firstly, i've known few people who willing to wait for someone, WHOM ALREADY HAS A BOY/GIRLFRIEND

i go wtf, like serious wtf.

Poet says, There are lots of fish in the sea/roses in this world etc. Why want to suffer yourself with the one who can't love you

Don't they get what the heck does that suppose to mean.

Updating your twitter/fb status with emotional words or lyrics is so pathetic BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSE TO HAVE SOMEONES' SOULMATE

For goodness sake, don't find love, let it find you.

And we can't force love.

If we're rejected, don't stay, it's futile.

JUST MOVE ON!

Secondly, fooling people's feeling.

Giving people false hope is a stupid thing to do.

(this is related to the first one actually)

you got a boy/girl and you found out someone "better" have feelings for you.

You don't freaking let them in and made them stay like stupid people.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE NOWADAYS?!

You want that foolish people, BREAK UP!

Lastly, reality love life isn't like fairy tales'

Don't get distracted or don't pollute your mind from retarded romance movies.

You've someone who can love you, then appreciate him/her

You got into a fight and finally every misunderstanding issues is solve, MAKE PEACE

don't make each other suffer, if one of you finally give up and move on then you'll know what's love really meant.

by then everything is too late.

Although i wrote this, i'm not perfect, i can't say i'm every guys dream girl. But this is the fact, love aren't toys.

Stop playing around and be thankful.

eat my shoes please

2012-01-19T06:14:00.001-08:00

why there are lots of typical humans asking me to feed them my shoes..

first is at school, wtf man! instead of feeding them shoes i rather kick them to the sun..
shallow minded typical humas. i don't wanna call them "org kampung" but i guess they are worst than the villagers. You use shorts there, some of them will stare at you as if you just came out of jail.

Second, that fucking china doll is still in my home sour home.. everyday i've to eat instant noodle for lunch, but oh well i don't really care. the worst thing is that dude like to go out and meet that bitch.. and if that jerk brought the house key along, i've to wait about 2 to 3 hours at the car porch like a mad woman. :| this is so retarded!!!!

feed them with SHOES!!!! pfft

SCHOOL

2012-01-02T06:30:00.000-08:00

What kind of school is this?

full of shallow typical minded people

i rather go to gapor!

why didn't i think of that school in the first place

1st, there are lots of skuntap humans

2nd, the females teachers aren't awesome at all

3rd, this school is a sports school BUT the activities and sports here are so little!

4th, this school is so quiet

5th, the canteen's food sucks ALOT(there are some delicious one)

7th the juniors think they're controlling the whole school, give some respect punks!

6th the seniors i used to hangout with are GONE :(

i'm going to be the freaking senior now

i did met some friends that i'm comfortable with, which are my classmates. :D

not all of them actually. :|

not saying i'm in a higher rank but i'm a city girl for goodness sake.

guess what will happen to any students from lodge, st. may,3,jo,thom, tunku putra, etc. move here.

i think there are only 6 students in my class i'm super comfortable with

speaking of other students in other class?

i don't wanna think bout it >..<

i wanna move back to GR or move to GAPOR

but daddy will go WTF!, his fangs will start growing, turn red, two horns pop out, leture me like hell and stop me from going to school(as if)

look like i've to stay here for one more year.

ONE MORE YEAR ISN'T THAT LONG RIGHT

cheeeeeeeeese!

i wanna end my 2012 ASAP!

(with a good results of course)

On The Radio

2012-01-01T04:59:00.000-08:00

This is how it works

It feels a little worse

Than when we drove our hearse

Right through that screaming crowd

While laughing up a storm

Until we were just bone

Until it got so warm

That none of us could sleep

And all the styrofoam

Began to melt away

We tried to find some worms

To aid in the decay

But none of them were home

Inside their catacomb

A million ancient bees

Began to sting our knees

While we were on our knees

Praying that disease

Would leave the ones we love

And never come again

On the radio

We heard November Rain

That solo's really long

But it's a pretty song

We listened to it twice

'Cause the DJ was asleep

This is how it works

You're young until you're not

You love until you don't

You try until you can't

You laugh until you cry

You cry until you laugh

And everyone must breathe

Until their dying breath

No, this is how it works

You peer inside yourself

You take the things you like

And try to love the things you took

And then you take that love you made

And stick it into some

Someone else's heart

Pumping someone else's blood

And walking arm in arm

You hope it don't get harmed

But even if it does

You'll just do it all again

And on the radio

You hear November Rain

That solo's awful long

But it's a good refrain

You listen to it twice

'Cause the DJ is asleep

On the radio

(oh oh oh)

On the radio

On the radio - uh oh

On the radio

- Regina

?

2011-12-30T10:39:00.000-08:00

You met a friend in an opposite sex.

You guys became close.

Fooling around. Sharing the same interest. Cheer each other up.

Everything seems to be SUPER NORMAL until u felt SUPER UNEASY with yourself

like a huge brick just drop on your face!

Questions popping out

Mind became super blurry

Asking yourself

"What the fuck is this?"

guess that is what we call FALLING IN LOVE

i CAN'T

i WONT

and i WONT TRY.

falling is hard when he/she WONT catch you at all.

falling is hard when the past is still haunting you.

falling is hard when you don't believe in love anymore.

Falling in love is hard when he/she WONT love you back.

People say if you don't give a shot, you'll lose your big chance to start all over.

BUT

how? i know what's the response gonna be like

"you'll never know if you don't try"

TRYING IS HARD WHEN YOU KNEW THE ANSWER ALREADY

"don't think that way, be positive. you're gonna get that love AGAIN"

POSITIVE? not this time. it's hard.

(the battle between your heart and mind)

poor lil so called strong girl.

she's trapped in her own world

OK! this sound like some freaking fairy tales -____-

I'm scared. that's all

guess all I've to do now is

AVOIDING YOU

one more. just ONE more day left..

Love is dangerous sometimes

2011

2011-12-26T00:55:00.001-08:00

Christmas is all about celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ
i felt no joy AGAIN this Christmas.
Everyone are having fun, laughter's can be heard, celebration all around. Gifts under Christmas tree, kids running around, family gatherings .

I had my Christmas dinner at home, main dish? Turkey.
but the thing is, it's just the same as every night, with or without the freaking turkey. Although we're not celebrating Christmas this year at least we felt the joy and the fun part of Christmas...

My plan to open house next year after SPM better be good

Sucks to be me sometimes.

You know, we teenage civilians can't stay at HOME all the time during the holidays.

especially during the freaking holidays.

i hated mine EVERY YEAR. :)

i spend most of my time at HOME or i'll find a job(at least i earn some cash)

This is what i do during the holidays

1. Sleep

2.Eat

3.Watch TV

4.Online

5.Groceries shopping

6.Being VAIN

7.SHIT&PEE

interesting shit huh :)

As you grew older you can sense freedom coming to you, and when that times come you'll miss your freaking HOME. WTF?! SO

Never brag, never complain(i just did)

CAUSE EVERY SHIT HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

ByeBye

2011-03-31T22:42:00.001-07:00

I'm kinda sad and happy at the same time. :) weird ryt.? But well, at least i'm away from those pressure and drama i've been through for 3years and 3months

Lifes are like that, alot of drama will pop out from norway and appear in your life. Even misunderstanding is one of the issue i hate to face.

I'm totally sad when i've to leave my frens and softball CLUB . But that's the only choice, to runaway and leave peacefully. :)
Bak kata fairytale happily ever after tek nak.

I'LL MISS MADAM IVY THE MOST!! :'D

Kbye :)

Kabaddi Competition 2011

2011-02-24T01:50:00.000-08:00

The game has BEGIN!!

this is the U-18 boys

SMK Agama Matang vs SMK GR

Yahh!!~ itu dia Amirul aka Apex..

he got caught but Pheww~~ luckily he's safe xD

one of the twin wanna tag elex. So fast he act.

but luckily elex is safe..

*well, that's the only pics i could take.

The result of the game,,

THEY WON!!!!

Green Rock oi!!!

this is the U-15 category

SMK Tun Abdul RAzak vs SMK Green Road

that girl from SMK TAR is trying to escape.

yahh!~~ SMK GR manage to catch the rider from SMK TAR

funny leg from fiqa xD

i like this pic the most. so funny haha lol

*their shirt colour are the same as ours

TEIIII~!

BUT at least they WON.

YAY to that maaan~~!

RESTING TIME

eat.eat.eat

two crazy dude under the umbrella.

you can never stop laughing with them.

they're just so freaking AWESOME&ANNOOOYIIING~

*we rest at the same spot as last year

we totally Laugh Our Ass Off!

i only took pictures of them during the 1st day of kabaddi.

So sad.. but still got alot of memories there.

*U-18 guys & girls got GOLD MEDAL

U-15 girls got the 2nd

unfortunately U-15 guys don get any medal

i think this will be the last moment with them

next year no more kabbadi for me.

But i'll pray to build one kabaddi club in SMKTJ :)

PHOTOGRAPH

2011-01-22T17:40:00.000-08:00

was on the way to skul.
i was so bored in the car.

so, i decided to play arnd with my phone camera

hehe

BOREDNESS STRIKE

2010-10-23T21:01:00.000-07:00

PMR END

NOTHING TO DO

SO DAMN BORED!!!! >.<

@%!!*&!#!!

PMR!!

2010-10-05T01:35:00.000-07:00

5th= PMR
6th= PMR
7th= PMR
11th= PMR

12th= FREEDOM!!

Tell Me Your Wish (Genie) - SNSD

2010-05-13T19:00:00.000-07:00

kabaddi!!!!2010

2010-05-08T20:55:00.001-07:00

our 1st match wif SMK Matang...
We won!!

getting ready for our 2nd match

our 2nd match wif demak baru (or mayb SMK ABdul rahman,i 4gt liau)
hehe
we lost few points..
.huhu.

It's time to rest

..zzz..

so romantic hor....
kiqi take dis pic..
haha
^.^

so stress ar!!!!

2010-05-02T03:07:00.000-07:00

................so vry de stress.............

so many work to do ar!!!!!!

my head can xplod liau.. huhu ..

projects.projects.projects.projects.projects.projects.projects.projects
projects.projects.projects.v.projects.projects.projects.projects.projects
projects.projects.projects.projects.projects.projects.projects.projects.
projects.projects.projects.projects.projects.projects.projects.projects.

work-work-work-work-work-work-work-work
work-work-work-work-work-work-work-work-

ARRGH!!!

want u!!!

2010-02-06T00:28:00.000-08:00

dat's wat u say to me bfo..

I miss the way u hugged me I miss the way u kissed me

CAN I HUG n KISS u AGAIN TILL DE DAY WE DIE??

Sometimes I cry just to hear you tell me it’ll all be okay.

What love we’ve given, we’ll have forever.
What love we fail to give, will be lost for all eternity
I wish I’d died in your arms the last time we were together…
So I wouldn’t have to wake without you today.

I found everything that I could ever want wrapped up in something I could never have.

Where are YOU ????

...i jus WANT u so badly...

WHY??
cus i LOVE YOU so badly!!

2009-10-17T20:43:00.000-07:00

smile!!!!

My daYs.............

2009-10-16T20:17:00.000-07:00

heeiiLo....................................

hahah!!!

so long din blog liau..

..BOBOYANA u dun bising2 k..

XP bluuek!!!

today me gt softball trainin at skul

venue at tennis court

~hehe~

tcer mayb put me at pitcer position

i terrer ba

hahah!! XP

dat stupid HARIS embak SOI nia

he tikam de bola kena my poor shoulder ar

ksian i.....

n he veli de annoying ar!!!!

my shoulder pain ar...

n de weather oso veli de hot..

hahahaha!!!!

leave the past behind....

2009-09-03T18:33:00.000-07:00

i brk up wif pat on first week of august....
i decided to do dat cuz i cant stand or live wif his lies....
so... nw i brk up wif him for 1month liau..

the story begin..........

then come paran in my life..

when i got problem wif pat lst time, he owes make me happy n comfort me

which make me shock..

he owes disturb n bully me n make me geram

i reli hate him lst time....

when he treat me so nice n give me gud advise...

i knew it thr's sumtng wrong

i syak he hv feelings 2wards me

then 1nyt

wayne text me....

we text2 la

then he told me paran got feelings 2wards me

i was lyk

ha!!!!!!!!

reli unbelievable

then finally i on wif him on 12Aug nyt..

hahah

he so sweet n totally annoying

hahahahaha

i hope his my last n forever

i reli love him

hehe .n_n.

too broken for words

2009-07-30T18:48:00.000-07:00

I reli do.. RELI RELI .... LOVE YOU

BUT do you feel the same way towards me too????

In my heart n thoughts u were nvr serious bout me

U prove me ryt......
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

I was planning not to text him(my bf) 4 atleast one week

but ystday i bring my fon to skul n i wanna text other patrick(liew)

then i salah send

...HAIZ...

So he text me lo

Then we text as usual la

then i say 4days din msg u din miss me har????

Then he ans: 4days NIA..

He reli prove to me dat he reli nvr bother/care to find or text me.....

(normally when we both text i'm the one hu owes start to find him)

T.T"

Then we stop chatting cuz he wanna slip

===========================================================

Arnd 11pm lydat then he text me

(i was waiting half death)

(while waiting i got text few frens la :)

But i still MISS him!!!!!!

+.+"

OUr COnVERsaTi0n (at11p.m)

Me: y so late then u text me??

Pat: i juz finish band practise ma, vry tired n stress.. nw adays i vry bzy

Me:Owh.. now evryone vry bzy.. i juz got headache.. vry the tired

Pat: i hardly c u smile too ..

Me: ya.. hehe.. is it vry obvious???

Pat: YA.....lol..

after we're 2gether i owes stress n problmes coming arnd n i think my problems

n stress effect u too

Me: ha ?? wat's dat suppose to mean??+.+

Pat:Means afteri've been with u i've been in the worst life....

Actually u were my lucky charm at first but things starts to get worst.. I'm handling tons of stress.. And i think that my problems effects you too

Me: No!!! Ur problems din effect my life at all.. totally..

but i'm missing u dat by day

Pat:But the problems is.. I don miss u.. I oso donno y..And i think don reli love u anymore lyk bfo.. i'm sorry(4me the sorry so nt sincere)

Me: so how?? wat r u gonna do bout it,.. anyway is soo obvious that your love towards me is fading away

Pat:Hw obvious?? i'm sorry i reli din mean it.. Hope u 4gv me

Me: can c in ur reaction towards me....

Pat:Then how r we gonna solve it? I will still attracted to u only if YOU'RE PRETTY ENOUGH

AND ONLY U CAN STEAL MY HEART MORE.. i'm reli reli sorry...

[from there my heart was burning lyk fire .. 100% hurt]

Me: i wanna sleep. gud nyt.
(actually i din sleep juz dunno wat to say to him liau cuz it reli hurt me)

Pat: I'm sorry vanessa(u guess urself y i highlight my name)
Good nyt......

than i think for a while then i send him

Me:i'm not mad juz sad.. i juz think i'm not meant to b wif u..
but dun worry i'll try my best to win your heart.. love ya sweet dreams

Pat:Love you too
Sweetdreams.... (but his love towards me can say la is lyk oni 0.1%)

... My tears were flowing for 3hours ...
So hard to forget

kena tangkap by ah chen ystday^.^

2009-07-25T00:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday after the bell rings in skul(our class start at2p.m)
We were not in class by that time

(we owes go in class late for 3min late)
hehe

i met ariel, clay, bibi, miishan, ryner, nelson n frens, joan soh........
At the front of the guys toilet..
We chit-chat there n go siau siau

hehe then ol of us go to canteen except 4 joan soh n frens
Ariel wanna buy tissue.. so we teman her nia ma.. but we ourself wanted to go too
haha

Then, dat time ah chen sdg ronda.. so we run away cuz he's heading to the canteen too

so soi

Then we ol cepat2 cabut lari lo...

ah chen first sight was on misshan
(cuz miishan goes to the tuition dat ah chen's teachin)
So he recognize miishan

Wahahahahaha
..Kesian miishan..

From the canteen thr can c our block/our class
Sooooo....
Ah chan saw us runnin into our class
few min ltr..
Ah chen go to our class n ask the teacher hu go in class late
He call miishan to stand first n ask him hu r the rest of the ppl were at the canteen
he din answer n non of us stand up

so ah chen say
:from the canteen i can c u ol runnin into the class, so is easy for me to catch u guys
if no one stand up.. then i'll give 35demerit marks to miishan, oni u

So....
we ol stand up la n mengaku diri
kesian miishan ma

Ah chen call us out of the claz n ask us if we wanna kena sebat/rotan or 5demerit marks
ALL of them ans want demerit marks

Siau arr!!!

oni me answer want kena rotan but kena by ah ho rotan la
.. haiz ..
hv to c dat brat again

actually nelson oso got wif us but we din report him

NOT FARE LE

but NVM la
we sacrifice for him
he got many bad records liau ma

haha

then we were sent to ah ho's office to kena rotan
Dis time she rotan us at the hand

So weird.. totally
she usually will hit at the buttock

Then after kena rotan i tot kes sudah selesai..

Mana tau that ah chan ask us go in his office n then ask 4 our parents number

..HAIZ..

I gave my own number
Wahahahaha

^.^"

The rest gave their parents number but bibi gv her houz phone

Then after givin our number we get back to class
Then i started to b nervous cuz i give my own number

Soo...
I suggest to go back to ah Chen n tell him i gave the wrong number
I wanted to give mt dad's real number la

i ask clay to follow me...
then we met ah chen outside ah ho's office

then he say
:i can not contact both fo your parents n bibiana's
but i think they got receive the calls, so u expklain la to ur parents at home Ltr
N i hope you don repeat to do the same thing again.. n take dis as ur lessons

then he ask us
:u happpy i can not contact your parents???
we jus say
: no..[ but we got smile a bit ]

HAHAHAHAHAHA

When we were talking to MR. ChenChen.. i saw my bf"s frens..
For sure they will report bout me to my bf

my bf frens is lyk SPY

they'll evrting to pattie stasfish wat i do or wat happen to me

...HMMMMMMM...

...No freedom at ol...

...but i don care la...

then on that nyt i text my bf

then he suddenly call me naughty girl
Haiz
100% mesti kawan x gunanya report ttg aku
aku teranjang sidak org baru tau

JK JK

skul sports day

2009-07-20T19:55:00.000-07:00

2nd day of sports day

my enent on that day is oni 2oom

but i dun go 4 it cuz tiba2 gerard tel me dat i kena ganti by vivien for NO REASONS

i din even say dat i got injured o wat

at first i reli the geram

lyk they got doubt that i can not run

ISH!!!

then i dun care liau.. they wanna ganti me GAntila

i so the "kek tiok"

But then i dun care liau

So i got no events for the moments

so i go lepak at the rumah hijau de place.. wif bryan ammilia n lawrence n de gang la

i sempat tdo thr too hehe

we sdg makan hehe
after sports finish
kes BULLY!!
hehe

the worst tourguide i ever known
hehe

we run to de bus

sdg berebut haha

take the prize

our house gt the 1st again for this 10whole years

keng ho

our prizes!!! =)

my sKul sports dAy

2009-07-18T20:37:00.000-07:00

1st day of sports...

We all hv to gather in skul bfo goin to the stadium using bus.
i arrive to skul meet ariel n go register for walkaton event. I'm in, ariel n emily too.. it's the first event.
The event start at 7.00a.m
When we arrive at the stadium we straight away stand by at the starting point.

i got no time do warming up ..

pB oso got race wif us...

its 3000m.. so its 71/2 rounds so long ar vry de tiring ar.. dala i din warm up...oni me n ariel for rumah biru/cheetah go for the race.. emily forget to take her number so she can not go 4 the race ..

T.T"

After 4rounds tiba2 ariel muscle cramp

so oni me survive for rumah biru pC.. hehe ..

i lost in dat walkaton .. not even in top3

..haiz..

vry de dissapointed ar

dats my oni acara for the 1st day... so i take some rest after the PBSM ppl massage my right leg.

my right leg cramp ma.. but not so pain la ..

haha

than suddenly i was asked to ganti tania for relay 4x100m

after running my right leg got worst..

Cramp lyk hell

But atleast we got the 2nd hehe

than after that...

After all the events ledi finish we were asked to wait for the bus outside the stadium

NO BUS FOR US 2 GO BACK AT ALL!!

we went out at 6 we waited thr for 45min

So bored ar while waiting for the bus 2 fetch us

me sdg minta tumpang haha

WHIIE=)

haha we bo su cho then shan liang use his bag act lyk pregnant ppl

==sumting happen ystrday.....

2009-06-26T23:05:00.000-07:00

..It's bout my bro..

....Brandon st0ry....

my stpmum caught him go in cynic cyber cafe.. N scolded him, lecture him...

Cuz my houz n my skul n my stpmum shop not far juz few metres than arrive liau...

When my stpmum can't stop lecturing.. Brandon 'be tahan liau'.. so he went out n brg along his skul bag... Mt stpmum tot he wanna fetch me from skul.. but he actually walk home.. haha Imagine from gold jade road.. Green road area to stapok utara area.. he actually walk dat fAR man... haha

...SiLly hIm...

...aNd bRave t0O....

my stpmum tot 4 sure he'll go bck home 1 la... so we go bck home lo..

When we arrive home..

--Pheww--

Brandon's at hoMe

HaHaHa..sWt..

bt brand was hiding bhind the houz n hold the key so we cant go in ..

My bro c me n call me but ask me to kip quiet not to tel my stpmum his hiding bhind de houz compound.. so he gave me the key.. and my stpmum ask how i gt de key i say i gt it tru de window lo.. she b'liv...

...hahaaha....

Than we went in the houz.. my stpmum saw him running out de houz.. so she knew la.. his bhind de houz bt dono he's de 1 hu gv me de key..

My bro don't wan to go home so he stay out side lo..

than my stpmum went out de houz n ol the neighbours kid is out side

So my mum say to them don't make frens wif brandon cuz his crazy n lyk 2 lawan cakap org tua

than after i take bath, i cooked..And oni me & my stpmum eat fo dinner lo

..My dad go travelling ma..

I think cuz my dad not in kuching brand so berani go n bully n lawan cakap my stpmum

B4 eating i called brand to go in.. N plan sumting so dat de keadaan din gt worst

me punye plan==

-go in but gv a moody face

-if stpmum started to lecture jz kip quiet n say sorry

-than go eat

-after eating go stay in de room lyk jail n let me do ol de washing

TETAPI X B'JAYA

When my bro wanna go in my stpmum start to lecture so my bro patah balik n go out of the houz

In my heart i was

ish geram betul!!!!!!!!!

Jz get your buttocks n leg n body in de houz!!!!!!!

So my stpmum ask to forget bout it n go makan

Waktu sdg makan ya.. tiba2 me n my stpmum hear a bang sound.. n we noe is Brandon hu torture de rubbish bin

thanmy mum shout "nang gila budak ya"

..Brand heard it than go and bang de window use a big wood..

Than my stpmum went out n he run out of the houz quickly..

Than she say u crazy ka

Than de big reveal

My bro faught back and say

"FISHER ASS U!!"

In my mind
"WOW i salute you bro.. but in de 2nd thoughts bro u're putting urself in trouble"

[U guys noe la wat's de meaning of fish.. de other word is more negatif]

Than she run and chase him n say

"Brani u say dat word"

...Jeng Jeng...

Lalu la.. the race begin...

than on de way running

sempat jua my bro say

"kimak kau!!!!!..."

Than he run til de bdmnton court

X jadi kena tangkap haha

then my stpmum went home... Once she step into de houz she say
"Dat's ur BROTHER"

N i owh owh oni la... pola x tau apa apa...

hehehehe .n_n.

Than my bro stay outside de houz til 11 nyt

WOW!!!!!! EeeLleeVeenn

haha sWt +.+"

Then my stpmum go in her room n gi tdo

Soo0o.......
Si Brand go in QUIETLY...
I SDG msg ngan kawan ba so i dunno
Muncul la my mum.. She get out from her rum

And saw Brand eating....

Lalu la de lecture Begin................. Bla Bla Bla.............
Lecture,Lecture,Lecture,Lecture,Lecture,Lecture,Lecture,Lecture,Lecture,Lecture,Lecture

Dah habis.. she get back in her forbidden room

Than sempat jua Si Brand Brand tunjuk "CHOI"

The show so fun to c u noe
1st time in our family "HISTORY"

^.^"

at last i meet him ^.^

2009-06-23T18:58:00.000-07:00

Ysterday my hubby stay bck after his extra class.. hmmph.. first time met u noe >.<

......hahaha .....

swt+.+"

All dis while we oni text tru hp... we ever c one another but nvr talk hehe

swt ho???

I jz c him from far he oso c me from far.. haha sumtimes i purposely pass by his class too... haha

i met him at de bench he was reading his book.. so the rajin ar.. haha

Dat shi ming tiba2 pull me say wan to tel me sumting bt she pull me to him...

first i can't c him cz so many ppl blocking haha =)

my frens say he lyk 'se kia' oni haha

I walk wif him arnd the skul for few rounds & owes t'srempak wif my 2happie frenzs

he owes ask me to go in claz so early..

eh he dun lyk 2 go skul u noe...

...HAHAHAHA...

sWt>.<"

I juz can say

I love you too much !!!!

Bt my heart n fellings is so damn strange juz dunno how to explain

Me n riel2 gt the same feelings...

WhiiEe!!!!

.n_n.

2009-06-23T18:23:00.000-07:00

hmmph wat to write ar....

tday curi2 go cyber haha.. my thumb stil freaking pain ar!!!! T-T"

My annoying bro(brandon) go and purposely squeeze my injured thumb

StuPid ar dat KidD0!!!!

GeRam bEtUl!!!!

+.+"

Actually tday i got training but malas 1 go hehe(naughty me) biasa la .n_n.

So damn bored.. i come skul vry early for fun jz go n teman my annoying 2happie frenzs..&get bully by duwayne n de gang haha.. haha

Swt^.^"

So malang my day...T-T"

2009-06-22T18:44:00.000-07:00

Hmmph.. i go for jln kaki training under miss Yong

My timing for walking arnd the skul for 3 rounds

*First time- 3.30sec
*Second time- 3.18sec
*third time- 3.10sec
Not bad ho.. hehe but i want to reach til 2 min n below.. hmmph must try harder ^.^

===================================================================== sad story.. freaking pain bt cool for a freak girl lyk me...

After training i wan go get my bag n i was sitting down.. when i wanna get up... my poor long finger nail omos came off... whiiee.. tsk tsk tsk pain ar... the stupid bilik sakit din open so juz put handy plast.. so kolian me.. its on my right again how to write???? T-T"

.n_n.

2009-06-19T19:33:00.000-07:00

hi.. haha so long dun blog liau...

hmmph damn tiring after training today...+.+"

Yes at last i can do the steps for 'jalan kaki' of cz la i can walk but waktu sports day x boleh jln cam biasa ada p'aturan nya

Eh pahal tiba-tiba bhs s'wak muncul pula haha

swt+.+"

.n_n.

i want my blue team to win for diz year!!! =)

got sumting funny happening outside the skul ysterday

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ysterday after skul i walk out wif miishan & ryner to the bus stop..
We were talking bout ------.. than suddnly miishan say 'elsa oso'
Ryner dun hear wat he say then he ask la
than miishan answer 'neh elsa'

we were walking beside a lots of cars than tiba2 ryner knock one of the car twice
ryt after miishan say 'neh elsa'

ryner tot the girl in the car is elsa..
than we laugh non stop

than we kept quiet but me miishan talk bout sumone he say the kid lyk small kid
than ryner tot we were talking bout the girl
ryner say 'no le.. the girl use skul uniform le"

ryner so ble ble 1

haiz ryner ear reali nid to kena korek hahahaha

Stupid guy...

2009-06-15T18:32:00.000-07:00

Urghhh!!!!

me want kill balan..the annoying dumb gut who disturb my facebook profile..

Last Sunday i use the church comp to go online.. i tdk sempat to log out so i ask Balan to help me log out my facebook profile..

I trusted him and dat is de stupidest thing i ever done
i tot his a guy who can be trusted..

##############################################

He go and change the prt about me

He wrote dis

"I lyk Balan cus he's so0o0oo hot, he's soo0o0oo cute and I reali love him sooo0o0 much"

Ewe!!!! Please!!!!!!

i feel lyk slapping his face till his head tercabut and fly to africa and get eaten by the wild!!!

geram betul.....

2009-06-06T22:12:00.000-07:00

Ish i hate my school st.john ambulance club...

Menyesal i join!!!!!!!

I dun lyk the youth leader... so the 'cha si lang'

very the celaka, kebabian, kick him to the pond ar......

I told the leader i can not go for the marching course and than he call me pula ask me go..

Celaka punya org... He say i wont get any marks for gerko for the second semester if i dun go..

Ok that i dun care... . . I told him i can't go cuz my dad dun allow... than he still keep forcing me and lecture me.... . . .

Go kick his ass ar... Kebabian that guy

Than i tell the ajk i want to quit... than she go tell la to the leader

And that leader say "you need to submit a letter and give a proper reason why i want to quit"

Than i was... . . ok fine.. i'll submit and say his totally a jerk

And dunno how to teach juz know how to lecture and he owes act cool..

HAHAHAHAHA Mean me hehehe=.="

first training for team blue

2009-06-03T18:51:00.000-07:00

Haiz....so the tired ar...

you know that we have a animal name for our team

It's CHEETAH.....lol +.+"

We even have a song for our team..... reali swt la..+.+"

First we warm up...donno how many moves...alot ar...=.="

I train for lontar the cakera... i reali sucks in it...

exam is over..holiday err +.+

2009-05-30T20:49:00.000-07:00

Exam finally is over.....yea...but i tidak puas hatila

i want re-sit for my sejarah and maths paper!!!!!!...

Urghh dun care bout it anymore la...=.=" It's over oledi so dun want to think bout it anymore la

Exam week over

Holiday is coming....boring betul....

I got 2 weeks school holiday...and for me it's like 2 months holiday

I never like holidays ntg to do at all..juz stuck up at home..

So the boring!!!!!!!!!

I miss my friends!!!!!!!!

I WANT RESIT MY MATHS TEST PAPER!!

2009-05-23T18:28:00.000-07:00

Tsk tsk tsk.....=.=..

I WANT TO RESIT FOR MY MATHS EXAM!!!!!

Urghh!!!! Last 2 days I'm sitting for my maths paper...i reali study my maths and when i see the paper....OMG how the hell to do this paper...!!!!Urghh!!!! i left 3 question BLANK..I DON'T EVEN ANSWER ..........

I WANT TO RESIT!!!!!!

Is the pythagorean question i reali FORGET HOW TO DO......=(

I like that chapter and is actually easy for me and i suddenly FORGET how to do the question..

Tsk..tsk..Tsk..Tsk...

I want to resit for the maths paper!!!!!

When my frens told me the question can use pythagorean triples
i reali shock.....cus i already forget the number for that method

I'm gonna' get killed by my dad after the result come out

URGHH!!!!

I WANT TO RESIT FOR MY MATHS PAPER!!!!!!

My cunning idea= go and curi-curi masuk the school and curi the test paper and redo it if the
teacher not yet mark it

No la juz kidding..hehe lol

I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!! RESIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3rd training +.+"

2009-05-18T19:06:00.000-07:00

Hmmph...so the tired ar...+.+"

Last night i set my alarm at 5.00 a.m...and i woke up at 6.12(my bro wake me up)
I very geram ar....and then i have to rush again cus ariel is coming over to my house..i have to send her too...My bro got hear the alarm at 5.00 but he off it and PERGI TIDUR BALIK
Urghh so the geram ar.....[dis is what happen in the morning=0] +.+"

At skul i train high jump and lompat pagar
SHIT!!! AR..!!!
I owes miss my jump for high jump and that miss Yong teach me how to do somersault
Urghh...I CAN'T DO IT!!!!!!!!!

Than i go for lompat pagar juz try try nia la haha lol +.+"
than can oso haha but not reali dat pro yet la hehe lol +.+"

But gua so the tired haha
'Bo lat' want to walk haha
For sure the next day i bangun all my muscle sure pain +.+"

athlete training

2009-05-14T19:17:00.000-07:00

Urghh......so tiring today is my second athlete training...first i train cakera(lontaran) i want lontar peluru but teacher say he can't find the peluru for girl 1......but lontar cakera oso qute fun la^^

Then, i go for high jump...i can't do so high la, my friend ariel can haha lol...later i try lompat pagar for fun only la....i only stick to high jump and lontaran..=)

During last tuesday, i go for my first training..i practise high jump only...then the next morning-wednesday morning...i can't even move my leg...I GOT MUSCLE CRAMP...kolian me ho..lol=.="
I even got accident during the high jump training=(........I juz want to be skul athlete ma haha

My poor friend

2009-05-05T18:26:00.000-07:00

Haiz today so soi.. i kolian Phang Wei Ying she become emo liau juz because a guy, she reali heart broken...she found out the guy already got gf=( reali pitty her....

weird

2009-05-05T18:09:00.000-07:00

tomorrow my birthay^.^ haha and today is ryner's b'day i have to chia him so soi..lol...you juz know at home in the car my dad tiba2 want shake hand with me..i tot his asking sumting from me but he suddenly say happy birthday....lol....i say to him today not my birthday la..my dad tot 2day is 7 May lol ryt

friends

2009-05-02T19:51:00.000-07:00

Why sometimes your frens are sad u go and comfort them, ask them to stop crying and give good advise.....and when we are in trouble they stay away from us ='(...is this reali call bestfriends???
You know when one of my friend come to me asking for help, i help her..she say she got problem with her family and her boyfriend left her..so i give her advise and do all the comforting..And then ONE day she go and say bad things bout me to my cousins and she actually go and say to one of my cousins bf that i lyk him and i was dating him but i don't...and then my cousins bring her big whole gang and scolded me(she nearly box me)..luckily her bf is there with my stupid back stabber friends and they explain everything to my cousin..(pheww =.=") And my so call fren say a lot of sorry to me but i don't care...juz forgive and forgetla..^^(i don't talk to her until now) hehe lol..